I am lawful neutral (use clip it came with) until about halfway through the loaf, then I become chaotic neutral (twist and tuck) at the back half.

There isn’t enough bag to properly twist and tuck until that point anyway.

Your emotions and feelings are your brain and body’s way of communicating with you - listen to them. If you take some time to feel your feelings with a sympathetic lens, you can better understand what’s wrong. While fixing it will be a lot longer of a journey, simply allowing your self to listen will be a good first step.

How big of a library do you have? I have a goal of buying an HD tower plus 6 more HDD to host everything. Yes, my physical library is pretty decent but my current digital one can fit on just a few external HDs. :/

Colin Robinson vibes

This is something I’ve always wanted to start but it’s so intimidating to think of getting a library started. Do people offer their libraries as downloads to friends? I’d assume there’s torrents of movies and book packages of genres or something, but how difficult would it be to copy them over to a group of hard drives.