So, I am in an open relationship and am dating 2/3 of people I am interested in. The girl I’m not dating uses Lemmy, so I won’t say her online name and just use a fake name.

“Amelia” (15F) is my (17x) good friend and I deny my feelings for her because I’m scared of being made fun of by my friends, so I tell my friends that I’m not doing it out of love or because I like her, and I’m very in denial even though I know I do like her on the inside.