I needed to read this exactly right now.

Same. I was shamed by 15 year olds in my first grade of college. Still same, 8 years after. Fuck this life.

Bet that’s not normal. But sadly, absent parents are just as damaging. I wish someone stopped me from watching so much porn so early in my life.

It’s funny how a lot of my friends from college have becomes strangers. Every single one of them have families now, often see them with kids. I barely felt the time pass, yet they lived every single moment of it. I wonder when will it end.

I’m 24 and I look like that 🚬😔🥀

By chance, do you know why neovim feels ten times more smooth in a TTY than in a graphic environment?

Ahhhh to be young and without stomach problems again… Ahahah, I loved making fried potatoes in college alright. But now, alas, it’s boiled potatoes time.

Aye, thank you. It means a lot. I have no shortage of friends to talk to at the moment, but if the day comes I’ll message you :)

Lol, going through a similar situation right at this moment. Lost 7 kilos in a month eating barely anything and walking a lot to get my mind distracted from panicking about my bleak lonely future. Majority of calories I get are from vodka and whisky 🥃

I mastered the art of hiding while playing dark souls 3. I couldn’t do pvp for shit, so I just hid from all the invaders. In the first area after the Dancer, one guy has invaded me and searched for a good while. Then he got bored and messaged me on steam asking me where the fuck I was haha. Don’t remember how the conversation went and what happened afterwards sadly. Depression really does make you forget all the good memories :d

Everyone I know goes away in the end 😞

I’ll scroll until I find Yaldabaoth

Tensei Shitara Labubu-Loving Femboy ni Natte Firetruck de Buta Demon King to Tatakatta

Omfg that is exactly what I wanted to comment 😅

Jee, I nearly choked on my ramen when I read your name 😂😂. Yea, totally agree, thank you

Thanks, hovi. I will. Appreciated ❤️

I just heard in a song something similar to “being content with your own self” and I see your comment, what a nice coincidence. Totally agree, trying to help myself from living in my head where I made an ideal of what should everything be. Came to it only recently, after drinking bit too much and crying a lot. I think I got a piece of my hope back because of that, so it’s easier going forward now.

No idea. I can just say that at least for me it wasn’t voluntary. 17 through 21 tried dating some people, only one agreed and then made fun of me publically and sent me photos of fucking other dudes. Since then I got depressed really hard and gained a lot of weight and lost a lot of hair, still trying my best to recover and lose weight. I somehow missed that one girl in college that gave me signs that she likes me, and it made me even more depressed, thinking that I lost my only hope. Idk why I wrote this, sorry if you read it, just had something stuck in my throat and needed to type it out.

Relatable

Sounds a bit scary, but your story gives me hope, on god ❤️ thank you for sharing